About Me
 The Pain I feel inside,,,,,,,,,,,
Impossible to hide,,,,,,,,,,
It wasn't here before,,,,,,,,,,,
Until You closed that Door,,,,,,,,,,
In Times without the Rain,,,,,,,,,,,
In Times before the Pain,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
The Game You play is mad,,,,,,,,,,,,
It makes our World so sad,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You���ll never see my Tears,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You���ll never know my Fears,,,,,,,,,,,  I never did complain,,,,,,,,,,
In Times before the Pain,,,,,,,,,,,
My Love was not in Vain,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
In Times before the Pain,,,,,,,,,,
My Life now fades to Black,,,,,,,,,,
It���s never coming back,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I'm wiping out my Tears,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I cannot feel my Fears,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
One Day we'll meet again,,,,,,,,,,,,,
In Times before the Pain,,,,,,,,,,,,,  Can't you see that my heart bleeding?,,,,,,,,,,,
You crashed all those things that I believed in.
I don't want us to be apart,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but you will always be in my heart.,,,,,,,,,,,,
I don't know what to do,,,,,,,,,,,,
cause I'm hopeless in love with you.,,,,,,,,,,,
I know your not in love with me,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but I belive we are ment to be.,,,,,,,,,,,
I also belive a bit in faith.,,,,,,,,,,
I'm steel a teenager, it's not to late.,,,,,,,,
But I can't stand this pain anylonger,,,,,,,,,,,,
cause my love to you are growing stronger.,,,,,,,,,  I know there's many fishes in the sea,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but there's only one guy here for me.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I dont think that love is fair,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
cause you know I love you, but you don't seam to care.,,,,,,,
And if I can't live my life with you,,,,,,,,,,,,
I really don't want to make it true.,,,,,,,,,,
It's only you, who acelly can give,,,,,,,,,,,,,
many reasons for me to live.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
It's not easy for me to see,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
what kind of world it would be.,,,,,,,,,,,,,
But I just have to let you go,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
But remember in your heart, that I loved you so,,,,,,,,,,,  I still remember the first time we met,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
it's not as simple as you think, to just forget.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You were shining like an angel from the sky,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but I didn't dear, cause I was too shy.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Now we are, almost 4 year older,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I'm still in love, but my heart is colder.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Its bleeding, and bleeding, because of you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and theres nothing more I can do.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,  I've tried everything, just to make you mine,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
But I did never cross the line. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Cause I just hoped that one day you would see,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
that we really are ment to be.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I don't want to feel like this,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
all I've got from you, is just a simple kiss.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Why, couldn't you just see,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
that one more kiss would have sat me free.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,  I really don't understand, what's wrong,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
cause my love to you are still to strong.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
So I just cant let you go,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
just because I love you so,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,  So I wish this dream comes true,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
cause I will never stop lovin you!,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
All I want is to let you behind,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
but a guy like you isn't easy to find.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You know I love you, of course you do,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You know there's anyone else above you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You know that you have won my heart,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
You know I feel pain, when we're apart.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
If my love to you, are growing stronger,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I don't want to live any longer.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Cause it hurts too much, inside of me,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
for beeing in love with you, is hard to be,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
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I take my knife,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I don't want to live this life.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
My scars remind me of what I've done,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
my life is soon gone.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I no longer want to cry,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I just want to die.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
A wish to get away,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I can't stay.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
tonight I want to die,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
it hurts to much to cry............................
I can't take the pain no more,.......................
why can't things be like they were before?.....................
I want to throw away the knife,............................
but I can't.. I can't live my life.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
so I'm cutting as i cry,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I want to say goodbye.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
I donâÂÂt understand how I can feel, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
something so strong, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and something so real, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
it comes from my heart, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
so varm and so deep, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
dreams about you when IâÂÂm falling in sleep. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
ItâÂÂs something we share, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
just you and me, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
itâÂÂs love, and itâÂÂs ment to beâ¦.,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 
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I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me me
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